The Bad Eye is what i have and really hate it for some reason. i just need to look away from everything that gets in my way i guess since there is not a thing i can do about it until the time ends for me. so fu'k that right now
i need to get my faith restored i guess. still not fully with the whole thing but still think of it. maybe i just lost once the time when by me of the time of change. just should have gone when my time reached its end.
okay screw that my anime i guess since no one looks it can of feels pretty awesome saw the second bleach movie and for some reason really liked at first i thought i was not going to fall for it since it is about the histu guy and he aint one of my favorite characters but with that put aside it was a nice one with the past friend trying to escape the grudge or unfinished bussiness he had with that histu guy either way it did make me cry when they showed ichigo and family saying not the hold everything inside and everyone started to cry so touching for me
so much to do in so little time but i could care less about it right now there is not that much time left before it comes and life changes a little so yeah better watch out for the one horned beast or i will get my ass kicked this year as well one thing that really sucks is that the more turn in to gangster one is no longer to be seen in any place of hell. still dont know what the hell happen but still hope it was nothing too serious that has to be delt with.
so yeah screw that for now
now go the my anime and manga stuff so far still have not seen the 2nd bleach movie but hopefully will be able to see durning some time this week still need to catch up with code geass since i will be watching the dub since i am taking my time in watching my anime so right wont bother with the sites. so far was able to read dragon ball and i am barely on the frizza saga around in the middle and it is at the middle of the whole series, i just can not believe how little there is to the manga when compared to the anime, the freaking anime had shit loads of fillers in it.
so still hopeing that the bleach fillers will come to an end with the next few weeks but hopefully by the end of october it will be over and back to las noches. can not wait to see nel relase so just hope
1 L'Âme Immortelle 2 Chiaki Ishikawa 3 Within Temptation 4 Evanescence 5 Oomph! 6 The Birthday Massacre 7 Shiro Sagisu 8 Nightwish 9 HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR 10 For My Pain...
Will I have the same faith as my fellow HEROS? Losing the one person but never really saying anything until they meet there our demise by your arch enemy
Vincent Valentine the loss of Lucrecia Crescent to Professor Hojo
Rude the loss of the Girl to The Turks
Cloud Strife the loss of Aerith Gainsborough to Sephiroth
These are just some quotes that i got from varies places and they mean a little something to me
"Loving someone always requires you to not love others." "Words create lies. Pain can be trusted." "Fight for those you have lost and for those you don't want to lost" "The answer is wrong but the heart is in the right place" "If you can't forgive them then forget about it" "If a man gives up his dream, All that awaits him is death" "Pity comes without charge, envy wants to be earned!" "Explore your mind, don't be afarid of what you might find" "The only thing worse than death, is to be forgotten by everyone else" "I still haven't lost the old me, it is just taking a while for me to find myself again." "Stay where you belong, in my memories" "This may be the year I dissapear" "Have Hope or Face Death" "I'm not fit to help anyone, not my family, not my friends, no one." "For every confession that is made, there is someone that is dumped" "In being dumped, those affected by sorrow will not find kindness in this world for there is none" "I'm always looking at you. How could you disappear?" "No matter how hard you try, some things are always out of reach." "The one who did not make their feelings known was myself." "Can someone want to cry but have no tears?" "What you pursue will be yours. But you will lose someting dear." "The Five Goda are Power, Speed, Magic, War and Omni." "Make my heart a better place." "I let the one I loved, the one I respected most, face the worst." "All the anger and hatred I bore him, made it impossible for me to ever forget him." "With every touch of Death, the Soul calms to it." "Like a sponge, He has soaked in so much despair." "A Hero is born from a Fallen Corpse." "If we look back on it, we might be able to appreciate our despair." "Waking up from a Happy Dream pains teh Heart more than a Nightmare." "For someting that has been forgotten, too much yet remains." "Not a redemption, not a cause and effect, Death is merely an outcome of one's Life driven by his instinct." "Demons and Humans face death together, their memories fading into nothing." "If you've got nothing to protect, you're no stronger than a worm." "Weakness is not the only reason one choses not to fight." "I've died because God loves me." "A flame feels no pain as it dies out." "Cowardice invites the worst kinds of evil and violence." "Humans are continually filter through despair until their lives are reduced to nothing." "Death is but another seed from which we sprout." "I am trapped in this Hell, whether as the Devil who punishes, or the dead who are punished, is up to me." "I don't want to die, but a place in my heart does, so I can have eternal love and beauty." "Solitude is like a thick coat, howerer even with it on, it can't put an end to a cold heart." "Life is but a gentle death, Fate is but a sickness that results in extinction, and in the midst of all the uncertainty lies resolve." "I'll take the full force of the blow, but I can't promise I'll survive."
A great deal of destruction Only happens to those thought once lost Saying love but hate at the same time Going insane trying to find the truth It is nothing more but pain and grief Just to find a blood of tear coming out of your eye Remembering those memories of life Now fade away to be forgotten Never saying those last words I now live in reget With feelings that change with time It seems that I'll never find my true self Going through ups and downs I just see other lies going by With the joy of someone Just brings memories of the past With the betrayal of three It is a never healing wound of sorrow That opens up on that unfaithful day It was nothing more but the icon of love.
With no more life There is nothing to realize That you will leave me Is it a fair situation When given no choice You were so new to me But I never used you before Despite the end of mankind There was no love Both of us feeling lonely I never knew Until this very moment That you will be lost in my memories Will you ever decide on me Or will you ever take away all this pain from me Joining the darkness To get away from you The only good deed I did for both you and me Now I see my dreams fading away No one esle to believe but me I am no longer the man you thought I was But a demon to be released from misery Even if I cross the line Will you please hold me one last time Before I leave this life of misery.